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It is our great and blessed fortune that our lives are never left to themselves alone. We are visited
in ways that we can't understand and in ways that are beyond our understanding by highlights,
great moments of inspiration, quiet reassurances of grace, simple manifestations of gratuitous
expressions of the goodness of life. These quiet things enrich our common life and give to the
ordinary experiences of our daily grind a significance and strength that steadies and inspires.

We are also surrounded by the witness of those others whose names may be familiar to us, whose
strivings have made possible so much upon which we draw from the common reservoir of our
heritage, those who have carried the light against the darkness, those who have persevered when
to persevere seemed idiotic and suicidal, those who have forgotten themselves, and the full and
creative response to something that called them beyond the furthest reaches of their dreams and
their hopes. We are surrounded also by the witness of the life of the spirit in peculiar ways that
speak directly to our hearts and to our needs, those men and women who walk the pages of the
holy book, those men and women with whom, in our moments of depression and of despair and
in our moments of joy and delight, we identify as we sit now together, feeling each other's
presence very near.
We are grateful to thee, our Father, for all of the springs of joy and renewal and recreation that
are our common heritage and our common lot. And we offer in thanksgiving to thee the fruits of
our little lives that they may, in turn, be to those others whose names we do not know somewhat
of strength and inspiration that, apart from us, they may not find fulfillment, and apart from
them, we may not know ourselves. We thank thee, our Father, for so holy a privilege. And we
offer our thanksgiving and our dedication as our response, not only to thee but to the life which
is ours.

We are continuing our thinking together about the moment of crisis, and we are considering the
significance of this kind of experience in the life of Paul, the Apostle of Christ. Set your hearts
on the higher talents, says Paul. And yet I will go on to show you a still higher path. Thus, I may
speak with the tongues of men and of angels.
But if I have no love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. I am a prophecy, fathom all
mysteries and secret law. I may have such absolute faith that I can move hills from their place.
But if I have no love, I account for nothing.

I may distribute all I possess in charity. I may give up my body to be burned. But if I have no
love, I make nothing of it. Love is very patient, very kind. Love knows no jealousy. Love makes
no parade, gives itself no airs, is never rude, never selfish, never irritated, never resentful.
Love is never glad when others go wrong. Love is gladdened by goodness, always slow to
expose, always eager to believe the best, always hopeful, always patient. Love never disappears.
As far prophesying, it will be superseded. As for tongues, they will cease. As for knowledge, it
will be superseded. For we only know bit by bit and we only prophecy bit by bit. But when the
perfect comes, the imperfect will be superseded.

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When I was a child, I talked like a child. I thought like a child. I argued like a child. Now that I
am a man, I am done with childish ways. At present, we only see the baffling reflections in a
mirror. But then it will be face to face.

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At present, I am learning bit by bit. But then I shall understand as all along I have myself been
understood. Thus faith and hope and love last on, these three. But the greatest of all is love.
Make love your aim, and then set your heart on the spiritual gifts.

And then this. I would know him and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of his
sufferings, with my nature, transform to die as he died to see if I, too, can attain the resurrection
from the dead, not that I've already attained this or am already perfect. But I press forward to
appropriate it because I have been appropriated myself by Christ Jesus.

The moment of crisis is the experience through which an individual passes when he is caught in
the grip of two forces moving in opposite directions, one force seeking always to maintain the
balance, that is the familiar experience, to maintain the status quo, to conserve, to hold the line,
to dig in, and the other to go forward, to take a step that has not been taken before, to move into
an unexplored area, to change. To think of this basic idea in the life of Paul, the Apostle of
Christ, is for me, personally, very illuminating, but because of my own background, a very
difficult one.
In order that you may not guess what I mean and, thereby, lose time, let me say very simply,
when I was a boy, most of my life, my early life, I was raised by my grandmother, my
grandmother who was a young woman at the time of the Civil War. And, therefore, all of her
early adolescence, late adolescence, was spent in slavery.

One of my chores as a boy was to write letters to all of the outlying members of our family, for
my grandmother was the anchorperson. If you didn't know where anyone was, you simply wrote
to her. She always knew where everybody in the family was.
There came complaints from various members of the family because they found it difficult to
read my writing. My grandmother, therefore, changed the chores. My sister, who wrote a very
nice and refined and ladylike hand, became the letter writer, and I became the reader.

One of the things that I had to do in addition to reading the letters was, of course, to read the
Bible to my grandmother. She did not ever permit me, except under rare circumstances, to read
from any of the Pauline epistles. Occasionally, she would let me read the chapter which I read to
you this morning, the 13th chapter of 1 Corinthians. I did not raise any question as to why as I
grew up because my grandmother was a person with reference to whom you did not raise
unnecessary questions.

But when I went to college and came back home for a holiday, I was sitting on the front porch
one afternoon, reading the Bible to her, and I asked the fatal question, the one that had been on
my mind all through my childhood. Why is it, I said, that you do not ever let me read from any of
the Pauline epistles? And she told me a very simple thing, that during the days of slavery on the
plantation where she lived in North Florida, twice a year, the minister of the master would have
religious services for the slaves. And at these services, each time, for as long as she could
remember, he always preached to the slaves from the same text from Paul, slaves, be obedient to

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your masters, for this is right in the Lord. And she purposed in our heart as a young woman that
if freedom ever came or if she ever learned to read, she would not read that part of the Bible.
This set a certain block in my mind. Now, there is another. And I do not wish to make anyone
sensitive by what I'm saying about all of this. If so, it is too bad.

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The other block, the thing that stands out in the end the religious experience of Paul was the
overwhelming significance of the meaning of the cross, as we shall point out later, as the creative
act of self-giving and redemption on the part of God. And literally, this became for me a
stumbling block, because my memories of the cross were not related to Sunday school. They
were these big wooden burning things in front of the school house down at the end of our street.
At any time of tension when the Klan moved, the symbol of the Klan was the burning cross.
So with these two handicaps moving at the center of my own adolescence, I had to work my way
through many, many crucial experiences of turmoil and trauma to arrive at a place that I could
contemplate the meaning and the significance of this figure without having it sotted and unclean
and full of those things that make for brutality and war.
Now, with that as a background, let us look at this tremendous figure. The first things that
impressed me, all of this is preliminary to the moment of crisis, which I will make clear. Jesus
was the founder of Christianity. But Paul was the first great creative interpreter of Christianity.

It seems to me, as I read the record, that at no point in the moving and significant and, in many
ways, unique religious experience of Jesus did he ever formally break with the religion of his
fathers. It seems to me that he lived, experienced, taught, suffered, regarding himself always as
the creative fulfillment of the meaning of the heart of the law and the genius of the covenant.
Paul has a very different story. There came a moment in the experience of this man when the
decision which he made resulted in a clear and definitive break with the religion of his fathers.

There's one other thing that's important here. Jesus was a member of the Jewish community. And
as a member of the Jewish community at that particular moment in human history, he was a man
without the ordinary freedoms that would go with citizenship. He was circumscribed by the
limitations of the community of which he was a part. He was not a citizen of the Roman Empire.

Paul, on the other hand, was a citizen of the Roman Empire. And this is very instructive as a part
of what seems to me to be the nature of the crisis in his religious experience. He inherited from
his father, as is indicated by implication, a citizenship. This meant, you see, that he lived and
moved and worked and functioned as a member of the Jewish community with the privileges of a
citizen of the Roman Empire.
Now, this is very crucial in my thinking. For it meant, you see, that even though by blood,
background, culture, religious heritage, and social heritage to a large extent, he belonged to the
Jewish community. But by this political or economic incident or accident of circumstance, he
had the freedom that belonged to a person who is not a Jew in the Roman Empire but was a
Roman citizen.

And this must have had profound influence. How much, I do not know. I'm not wise enough to
know. This must have had profound influence on the way he tended to look out upon the world.

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With whom would he identify, for instance? A simple question like that. With whom would you
have identified? Suppose you were in a community in which all of the persons by whom you
attired in terms of blood and so forth and so on and heritage were people who were not a part of
the ordinary pre-suppositions of citizenship. But you were an exception. Would you identify with
those who guaranteed your own emotional security by giving you a protection against the
mindless brutality of the thoughtless members of the environment? Or would you identify with
those who had no protection from such brutality as such?
So if a Roman soldier pushed Jesus into a Palestinian ditch, it was just another Jew in the ditch.
But if a Roman soldier pushed Paul into a Palestinian ditch, Paul could appeal to Caesar. And it
is to the credit of the overwhelming power of Jesus Christ on his life that, according to our
records, he appealed to Caesar only one time. But always here was something available. It's like
having something in your hip pocket that you don't announce, but you know under certain very
excruciating circumstances you might appeal to it and perform the miracle of freedom.

Now, this was the part of the whole burden of the man. Now, he witnessed the death of Stephen,
the death of Stephen. As Stephen was dying, according to the Book of Acts, being stoned to
death, the clothes of the men who were doing this were laid at the feet of this man, Paul. And he
watched Stephen die, being done to death by stones.

And as Stephen is dying, he says, behold, I see Jesus Christ seated at the right hand of the Father.
Is this man right? Is it true that the cross did not end the life of this man? Can a man, when he's
dying for his faith, declare in that moment-- when there is nothing to be gained except inner
damnation if he lies, can a man, under that circumstance, say what is not true?
This was working away in the mind of Paul as he went on with his persecution, with his
opposition. For, you see, if Stephen is right, then the whole structure and foundation upon which
I'm standing, Paul may have said, must be re-evaluated, rethought, reinterpreted. And he must
have had very searching questions to ask various Christians as he came in close contact with
them, taking them to the places where they were incarcerated.

How did it happen that you believe this? What is the key? Why? Why? Why? He watched then
endure not with some sort of stoicism, but he watched them endure with a delight, a kind of holy
glow in their countenance and without all of the normal and natural psychological recriminations
and hostilities that would be engendered towards those at whose hands you are suffering radical
violence.

These people were different. Why? Can they be right? These were the things, I think, going on in
his mind as he journeyed on the Damascus road. And there came a moment on the Damascus
road when the thing happened.
Hundreds of volumes have been written about what happened. But according to the simplest
record, he had an encounter in which the crisis, which, in my judgment, had been building, now
came to a point of tension that could not maintain itself without yielding one way or the other.
He heard a voice say, Saul, Saul, why prosecutest thou me? Who art though, Lord? Here in
simple language, as nearly as I can feel this, Paul discovered in his moment of crisis, bearing in
mind how he defined crisis, that Jesus was not dead.

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Now, let me go back as quickly as I may. A part of the religious heritage which he brought with
him to this moment of crisis was this, that God is the creator of life and the King of the universe.
He is moral will, a person with moral will. Second, that God created the whole world, that God
reveals himself in time and space by a series of mighty acts. One act is the creation of the world.
Another act is the creating of a community of people who are so sensitized that they can
understand and respond and interpret his moral will so that they become, in that sense, a
covenanted and unique community of all the peoples of the world, that creation is purposeful,
that it is moving towards an event, which event is the coming of a messiah who, when he comes,
will bring an end to all of the things that are out of balance and will bring an end to the age.
And there will be a moment when the Kingdom of God and the life of God will be allenveloping. And those that are outside of that will not have even the dignity of a continuation of
existence. But the messiah that would precipitate all of this had not come. And what Paul
discovered in his religious experience was that the messiah had come, that he who was crucified
on the cross and who had come back from the grave, this was the messiah.

And now, the difference that it made in him was this, that unlike the religions by which his life
was surrounded that had myths of the God being born of a human mother and a divine father and
he lived and went back to where he came from, but always he was not quite a part of the warp
and woof and struggle of human beings. Paul introduces an idea out of his experience, that God
himself became articulate in the flesh, identifying himself with all of the dimensions of human
life and human necessity and human need and human striving and human aspiration, and on the
basis of that identification, tested by and act, a creative act of self-giving on a cross which
opened the door not for a select community, not for the rich or for the poor, not for the sick or
the well, but for all men to participate in the life of God at the level of his creative expression in
time and space, namely Jesus Christ.
Therefore, he says, as I live, for me to live is Christ. To die is gain. I would know him and the
fellowship of his suffering and the power of his resurrection, that happily I, too, might
experience the thing which he experienced, that I might so identify with him that the redemptive
act of God coming in to time and space in a particular manner and behaving in this fashion,
opening the way for all mankind to move down the long corridor to restoration of life and peace
with him, that I might experience this and all men might experience it.
Now, finally, what Paul does is to give out of the tensions of his religious experience a meaning
to the cross which has made it through all the years since a symbol not only of self sacrifice and
devotion and all manner of creative redemptive acts at many levels of human experience, but he
gave to it a significance that no word of Jesus has. He gives to the cross a significance in the
Christian movement that even the Sermon on the Mount does not.

Suppose the sermon on the mount had the emotional impact and push and vitality and creative
thrust that we find in the cross. The whole story of man's life in western culture would be a very
different story. And the part of our job now is to put at the disposal of the terrific impact and
creative power of the cross and all that goes with it the illuminated ethical significance and
insight of the Sermon on the Mount.
This is it. But they're divided. It would mean that, at the heart of Orthodoxy, there would be a
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moved and worked and thought and functioned and lived. It would not be the separation. And it
is to this I think we are called to put at the core of all of the emotional insight and fervor and
stability, if you please, that comes from the long and sustained and redemptive significance of
the cross and the story and the religious experience of Christianity the words, love you, one
another.

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When you pray, do not use vain repetitions. But go to your closet and close the door, and there
lay bare your heart to God. The lilies of the fields, the birds of the air, oh, how your Father loves
them. Aren't you worth more than they?
All men, how little you trust God. This is the combination in my judgement without which the
human race cannot find redemption. And it is to this that we are called.

Walk beside us, oh God, our Father, lest we stray from the places, our God, where we met thee,
lest our hearts, drunk with the wine of the world, we forget thee. This is our cry. This is our
boundless need. And we thank thee, our Father, that it is so. Dismiss us with thy spirit and grant
unto us thy peace.

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Oh, Sabbath, rest by Galilee. Oh, calm of hills above, where Jesus knelt to share with thee the
silence of eternity interpreted by love. Drop thy still dews of quietness till all our strivings cease.
Take from our souls the strain and stress and let our ordered lives confess the beauty of Thy
peace.
"How precious also are Thy thoughts unto me, oh, God. How great is the sum of them? If I
should count them, they are more in number than the sand. When I awake, I am still with Thee.
Search me, oh, God, and know my heart. Try me and to know my thoughts. And see if there be
any wicked way in me and lead me in the way everlasting."

Any explanation of Jesus in terms of the social or economic forces of His time must inevitably
explain His contemporaries as well. Such analyses may explain why He was a particular kind of
Jew, for instance, but it does not explain why the other Jews were not Jesus. And that is, after all,
the most important question, since the thing that is most compelling about Him is not so much
the way in which He resembled His fellows but the way in which He differed from them.
It is reasonable to suppose that Jesus inherited the same traits as countless other Jews of His
time. He grew up in the same society, the same traditions, pinnacled on the same funded
prophetic insights. Yet He was Jesus, and the others were not Jesus.

Often, we seek refuge in history or psychology or economics, and we are reluctant to face the
problem that remains when history or psychology or economics has done its utmost. All three
disciplines and others are useful in their way. The tragedy is in forgetting what that way is. In
other words, the scientific mood does not imply that other moods are fatuous or futile. It does not
hold that the truths-- it enables men to discover the only truth. The scientist knows too well that
behind the symbols of mathematics and the formulae of chemistry and physics and the general
rigid generalizations of psychology and the social sciences, behind all these lie the unexplained
mysteries of twilight and music, of autumn nights fringed with silver, of human fortitude and
human idealism.
It is unnecessary, perhaps, for me to say that I am defining crisis as that experience through
which the individual passes when he is aware of being pulled in two opposite directions. One
direction is interpreted by him as being that which moves the head, explores new areas,
territories in which he has not gone with his life and perhaps not even with his thinking. The
other, the impulse that urges him to pull back, to stay put, to conserve, to hold the line against all
change and all innovation against all that would disrupt and upset the equilibrium by which his
life finds its present basis of emotional security.
The point of crisis, then-- there may be many points of crisis. It is very difficult to look at any
man's life and find what seems to you to be the point of crisis. But we have no choice about this.

The second thing that must be borne in mind is this, that in the life of Paul, as we pointed out two
weeks ago, when he faced the point of crisis, he resolved his crisis by breaking with the tradition
of his fathers and by setting out on a perilous journey, which marked Him as the first great

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creative interpreter of what has become in human history as a new faith. Now, Jesus resolved His
crisis by refusing to break with the tradition of His fathers. And this has puzzled me as long as I
have been aware of giving thought and feelings to the life of Jesus. And it has been more
puzzling, perhaps, than for many, because He is so much a part of the simple experiences of life
for me that I find that my mind and my spirit revolt against all of the demands that would make
me give to Him a category of officialdom that would put Him out of the reach of the sense-- how
to say this-- the sense of immediacy, of presence, up at handness that has characterized how I
relate to Him.
At the point of His crisis, the great decision was to remain a Jew in the synagogue, and in
addition, to remain informally and intimately a member of the human race. And step by
relentless step, as the dynamics of His inner religious experience began to unfold and grip His
life and fashion His destiny, these two problems kept coming back again and again and again.
When the curtain rises on His life, according to the oldest of the gospels, He's a grown man, an
adult.

There is a blanket of silence concerning those crucial months and years of His life when all of
the powers of His mind and spirit were gathering their strength and laying their foundation for
the future on the basis of which His life would be lived and His death would be His experience.
The curtain rises. He's a grown man, says the gospel of Mark. And when He emerges on the
scene, He is talking about the gospel of God.

The first crucial moment as of record seems to me to be when He decided to be baptized of John.
Here is the last of the prophets, a man concerning whom, as a preacher, perhaps the greatest
tribute was paid to him that could be paid. He was just a voice in the wilderness. He was crying
aloud that the time had come for repentance, that the people needed-- nay, must-- turn around,
repent of their waywardness and their apostasy, acknowledge their sins, and come back to God.
And as a symbol of this reordering of the life, He invited all and sundry to come outside the city
along the banks of the Jordan and be baptized, for, says the book, the remission of your sins.

Why did Jesus go to him to be baptized? Why? What must have been going on in His mind as He
mingled with the crowd and listened to the stirring words of this flaming evangel? When He
made His decision to be baptized, it meant two very important things in His life.
First, it meant that He identified Himself with the most creative and significant religious and
spiritual expression of Israel at His time. He identified Himself with this growing edge within
Israel that the prophet John symbolized and summarized and announced. It also meant that He
identified Himself with the people, with the skinned and cast down or the high and mighty, but
all of this mingling mass of human beings who felt the stirring in their hearts in response to the
message of God as expressed by the prophet. He mingled Himself with them. He cast His vote
on the side of the people.

As soon as He did this, He had an overwhelming experience of religion. The record says that as
He was baptized that the heavens opened, and the spirit of God like a dove descended upon Him.
But this was not all. He heard a voice say, that for which each human being throughout human
history seeks-- you seek it.

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I seek it. All men seek it, that [? one, ?] that at the moment when you make what for you is your
basic decision, that you have a sense that the whole universe confirms you, that at your roots,
you are right. He heard the voice of God say, I approve. I approve. You'd give all of your life for
that moment to know that that which sustains the universe, that holds all life in balance, that
which has out of creation itself has come.

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That your little private life has an ultimate sanction, you'd stand anything else. All your life
you're looking for this. We knock at every door wanting the deepest thing in life, to say yes. And
this is the thing that happened to Him.

And then the second point of crisis was near the end. He'd been walking and living in the light of
this first one. So when He walked outside the city of Jericho with His little band of disciples, and
He approached the forks of the road, one road going toward the city of Jerusalem, the other road
going back to Nazareth-- and if I go back to Nazareth, I perhaps could settle myself in my
hometown, become a general teacher and perhaps set up a new school, the logic of which
perhaps would lead me out of Israel and out of the Jewish community, and I would be a wise and
revered teacher and die in my bed. Or if I go to Jerusalem, I will have to decide all over again,
under what conditions can I stay put in the Jewish community?

For if I go to Jerusalem during the period of the feasts, and I will look and see all of the things
that are going on in my Father's house that are, from my point of view and my experience, in
violation of the covenant of God with Israel, in God's name, in the name of the God of Israel, I
must clean out the place in His name. And to do this would mean to imperil my life. And I must
be careful now as I do this, because I do not want to be killed in an alley. I do not want that some
assassin will kill me in the dark street somewhere behind a wall.

So every night at sunset, what does the book say? The book says that He and his little group of
disciples went outside of the city to a secret place so that only during the daylight when whatever
deed was done would be open to all men would He be exposed to the judgment that had been
created by this position that He had taken to do what He did in the name of the God of Israel.
So now, the rational clue to the betrayal-- if we can find Him at night, then we could do this
without precipitating another kind of crisis. How can we find Him? We do not know His hiding
place. But if one of His disciples will tell us-- and His disciple told them where the hiding place
was.

You remember. Whatever may be his reasons, it is not my purpose to sit in judgment on him this
morning. But he told them where the hiding place was. How will we know Him in the dark? I'll
kiss Him so we won't get the wrong man.

Now, even at the end when He is dying, all the references that He utters on the cross are
references that come out of the throbbing heart of His religious experience as a Jew. And when
He says, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do--" if I had been willing to
withdraw from Israel and start out de nouveau with another religion competitive with Israel,
there would have been no quarrel. But His tragedy was He insisted on staying. And the only way
by which His problem could be resolved within the heart of the community was to eliminate His
life.

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Now, two things-- think about this. Meditate on it. Take a long, hard look at this most amazing of
all living men and then see where, in the privacy of your own living, does the road on which He
walked cross the path on which you are moving? And when you and He meet, talk with Him and
see how it looks to Him. And perhaps you will find what a great contemporary has found when
he says, He comes to us as one unknown without a name, as He came to the man by the lake side
who knew him not.
He speaks to us the same language-- follow Me. And to those who obey Him, whether they be
wise or simple, He will reveal Himself in the toils and the suffering and the joy through which
they shall pass in His fellowship. And as an ineffable mystery, they shall learn in their own
experience who He is. This is the privilege, for He stands at the gate of our censury, looking at
the straggling multitudes who are trying to find the city of their God.
And He says to each one of us, "be of good hope. It is your Father's wonderful joy to give you
the kingdom. Oh, men, how little you trust my Father."

Oh, Sabbath, rest by Galilee. Oh, calm of hills above, where Jesus knelt to share with thee the
silence of eternity interpreted by love. Walk with us, oh, God, our Father, in the way that we take
as we leave this place and whisper into our hearts all that we may need of strength and courage
for the life that is ours. And this be for each of us, our Father, enough.
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Always we are filled with a strange sense of the mystery and the miracle of life in our private
lives. We are mindful of so many little blessings. Some so intimate, so closely binding, that to us
they do not seem to be blessings at all. The ability to get tired and to be renewed by rest and
relaxation. The taste of food. The peculiar quality that only cool water has when we drink it. The
tender reminders of the love of mother and father, of sister, of brother, husband, wife, of child.

And the coming of daybreak, the experience of daylight, the intimate quality of twilight, and then
the mystery of darkness. And all the dimensions of meaning that each of us finds in this cycle of
movement that wraps us, and sustains us, and holds us with such security. The heritage, which is
ours. Ideas, notions, values, all of the monitors of our behavior and our living that nudge us on
the elbow when there is a fleeting moment that would lead us to disaster.
And to those things that would make our lives sad and broken. For our land with its resources so
abundant-- fresh vegetables to eat, climate that does not threaten too disastrously, the little wind
breaks that we build against the weather. Beyond all of this, a sense of being upheld, cradled, by
a feeling of strength that is not of our making. Something that gives to our lives a quality of
integrity and meaning, which we did not generate.

The whisper that comes in the heart telling us to lift up our heads and be of good courage. All of
the benedictions of our lives, we remember them, Our Father, as we sit here, or wherever we are,
remembering and waiting for the movement of Thy Spirit in our hearts and our minds. We offer
to Thee, our thanks because we want to love Thee. We want to make of our lives the sacrament
in Thy hands. Teach us how, Our Father. Lest our spirits die, and all the virtue disappear from
our living. And we vanish as shadows in the dark. We do want to love Thee. Teach us how,
Father. Teach us how.
I'm continuing our thinking together about the moment of crisis. And this morning, the moment
of crisis, in the life of Abraham Lincoln. I shall depart from what is customary, I think. I want to
do quite a bit of reading this morning.

First, I shall read from Benet's, John Brown's Body. This will establish the setting for what is on
my mind. Then I will try to say all that I have to say and in 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, or 16 minutes.
And then, the last part will be from the lips, from the pen, of Lincoln, himself. So I hope you will
just be.

"While I live and breathe, I mean to save the Union if I can. And by whatever means my hands
can find under the Constitution. I put the Union first and last, before the slave. If freeing slaves
will bring the Union back, then I will free them. If by freeing some, and leaving some enslaved, I
helped my cause, I will do that. But should such freedom mean the wreckage of the Union that I
serve, I would not free a slave."
If I may insert something here-- I remember the first time I read this-- not this-- from this book,
but the first time I read the words of Lincoln. Saying this, it exploded the myth that had been a
part of that which nurtured me as a boy. And for 10 weary years of my life, I could find no place

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in my mind and in my thought for this man. Because having been conditioned so early with such
terrifying stories about what slavery was like, as it came from the lips of the people who had
come through the experience, I could not understand how on earth, Lincoln, could say such a
thing. Changes came and it may be that in the 12 minutes it would be clear, maybe not.

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"All will have gone. I am a patient man. And I can wait like an old gun flint buried in the ground,
while the slow years pile up like moldering leaves above me, underneath the rake of time, and
turn in time to the dark fruitful mold that smells of Sangamon apples till at last there is no sleep
left there. And the steel event descends to strike the live coal out of me, and light the powder that
was always there. This is my only virtue as I see it. Ability to wait and hold my own, and keep
my own resolves once they are made, in spite of what the smarter people say.
I can't be smart the way that they're smart. I've known that since I was an ugly child. It teaches
you to be an ugly child. It teaches you to lose the thing you love. It's sticks your roots down into
Sangamon ground and makes you grow when you don't want to grow. And makes you tough
enough to wait life out. Wait like the fields under the rain and snow."

Then-- "I've never found a church that I could join. Although I've prayed in churches in my time,
and listened to all sorts of ministers-- well, they were good men, most of them. And yet, the thing
behind their words, it's hard to find. I used to think it wasn't there at all. Couldn't be there. I
cannot say that now. And now I pray to you, and to you alone, teach me to know your will.
Teach me to read your difficult purpose here, which must be claimed. If I had eyes to see, make
me just.
There was a man I knew near Pigeon Creek who kept a kennel full of hunting dogs. Young dogs
and old, smart hounds, and silly hounds. He'd sell the young ones every now and then, smart as
they were, and slick as they could run. But the one dog he'd never sell, or lend, was an old, half
dead, foolish looking hound, you wouldn't think had sense to scratch a flea unless the flea were
old and sickly too.

Most days, he used to lie beside the stove, or sleeping in a piece of sun outside. Folks used to
plague the man about that dog. And he'd agree to everything they said. No, he ain't much on
looks, much on speed. A young dog can outrun him any time. Outlook him, and out eat him, and
out leap him. But Mr, that dog is hell on a cold scent. And once he gets his teeth in what he's
after, he don't let go until he knows he's dead.
I am that old death hunting dog, oh Lord. And the world's kennel holds 10,000 hounds, smarter
and faster and with finer coats, to hunt your hidden purpose up the wind and bell upon the trace
you leave behind. But even when they fail, and lose the scent, I will keep on. Because I must
keep on until you utterly reveal yourself and sink my teeth in justice, soon or late.

There is no more to ask of earth, or fire, and water only runs between my hands. But in the air I
look. In the blue air, the old dog muzzled down to the cold scent, day after day, until the tired
years crackle beneath his feet like broken sticks. And the last barren bush consumes with peace.

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I should have tried the course with younger legs. This hunting ground is stiff enough to pull the
metal heart out of a dog of steel. I should have started back at Pigeon Creek from scratch, not 40
years behind the mark. But you can't change yourself. And if you could, you might fetch the
wrong jackknife in the swap. It's up to you to whittle what you can with what you've got.

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And what I am, I am, for what it's worth, [? hipple, ?] and legs, and all. I can't complain. I'm
ready to admit you could have made a better looking dog from the same raw material, no doubt.
But since you didn't, this will have to do. Therefore, I utterly lift up my hands to you. And here
and now, beseech your aid. I have held back when others tugged me on. I've gone on when
others pulled me back striving to read your will, striving to find the justice and expedience of this
case. Hunting an arrow down the chilly airs, until my eyes are blind with the great wind, and my
heart sick with running after peace.
And now, I stand and tremble on the last edge of the last blue cliff. A hound, beat out, tail down,
and belly flattened, to the ground. My lungs are breathless and my legs are whipped. Everything
in me is whipped, except my will. I can't go on. And yet, I must go on.
I will say this-- two months ago I read my proclamation, setting those men free, to [? Seward ?]
and the rest. I told them then, I was not calling on them for advice, but to hear something that I
meant to do. We talked about it. Most of them approved the thing, if not the time. Then Seward
said something that I hadn't thought of. I approve the proclamation, but if issued now, with our
defeats in everybody's mouth, it may be viewed as a last shriek for help from an exhausted,
beaten, government. Put it aside until a victory comes, then issue it with victory. He was right.

I put the thing aside, and ever since there has been nothing for us but defeat. Still no news. Oh, if
I had eyes that could look into Maryland. If I could move that battle with my hands. No it won't
work. I'm not a General. All I can do is trust the men who are.
I'm not a General, no, I promise this-- here at the end of every ounce of strength that I can
muster, here in the dark pit of ignorance that is not quite despair, and doubt that does, but must
not break the mind. The pit I have inhabited so long at various times and seasons that my soul
has taken color in its very grains from the blind darkness, from the lonely cave that never hears a
footstep but my own, nor ever will while I am a man alive to keep my prison locked from
visitors.
What if I heard another footstep there? What if some day there is no one but God? No one but
God who could descend that stair, and ring his heavy footfalls on the stone. And if God came,
what would we say to him? That prison is ourselves that we have built in being so, it's loneliness
is just. In being so, it's loneliness endures. But if another came, what would we say? What can
the blind say, given back their eyes? No it must be as it has always been.
But one thing I know, God is not a jailer. And I make a promise now to you, and to myself. If
this last battle is a victory, and they can drive the rebel army back from Maryland, back over the
Potomac, my proclamation shall go out at last to set those other prisoners and slaves from this
next year, then and forever free. So much for my will. God, show me what is yours.

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Ah, that must be news. Those footsteps in the hall, good news, or else it wouldn't come so fast.
What is it, hey? Yes. Yes. I'm glad of that. I'm very glad. There's no mistake this time. We have
the best of them. They're in retreat. This is a great day, Stanton. If McClellan, can only follow up
the victory now. Lord, I will keep my promise and go on your will, and much still being dark to
me. But in this one thing as I see it, plain.

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And yet, if Lee, slips from our hands again, as he well may, from all those last reports, and the
war still goes on. And still no end, even after this Antietam, not for years. I cannot read it. But I
will go on. Old dog, old dog, settle to the scent, and with fresh breath now from this breathing
space, Almighty God. At best, we never seem to know, Your Holy, but there is something left a
strange last courage. We can fail, and fail, and fail, but deep against the failure, something wars.
Something goes forward. Something lights a match. Something gets up from Sangamon County
ground, armed with a bitten and a blunted ax. And after 20,000 wasted strokes, brings the tall
hemlock crashing to the ground."

A crisis is the experience in which a man passes. When he senses that he is being pulled in
contrary directions by two forces moving in opposite directions. And he must go one way, or the
other. To make the decision, sometimes means a repudiation of one's past, as in the case of the
Apostle, Paul. To make the decision, sometimes means the confirmation of one's past, as in the
case of Jesus of Nazareth.

With Abraham Lincoln, the crisis came when he had retired from politics, against his will
somewhat, after having served one term in the House of Representatives, put all of his weight on
the wrong side, and was repudiated by his constituency. And he goes back, having shopped
around in Washington, to see if he could land something. Keep him going back home. Which is-still-- well, which does happen.
But he couldn't land anything. He couldn't even have anything to say about the patronage. So he
went back home and began the practice of law all over again. He was not a brilliant man. He was
a plotter. A man with a wealth of stories and humor. A man who was deeply, deeply ingrained in
the insight of the Founding Fathers. Because it is through them he felt that this country had been
projected. And one of the most important and exciting things about it was that the nature of the
freedom which had guaranteed. That there was no ceiling for the individual that was established
by the state. This is important.
He was attending to his business during this lull after his experience in politics-- practicing,
reading all the things he could get his hands on. The familiar picture that is given, as you
recognize. Having his horse set in the road that would go to the next town. He didn't have to
guide the horse. He could simply settle back in the buggy and read. And then, this horse met
another horse. He recognized him as his cousin. And they greeted each other and they went on.
Lincoln was understood.

Now, this was making of him a very good lawyer and he was making some money. As a matter
of fact, one of his peak years, he made as much as $2,500. And many years ago that was a lot of
money because it's a lot of money today. Now he lived with the other lawyers. You know, they
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boarding houses. Sometimes as many as seven or eight lawyers would be sleeping in one room,
two in a bed, during court.

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All the time, Lincoln, was deepening his sense of history as affecting American life. And then-then, something happened. Douglas, who was in the Senate, and was the chairman-- he was in
the congress and was the chairman of the Territorial Committee. Reported out of his committee,
a bill, which opened up Kansas and Nebraska, finally, as territories. And these territories-- into
these territories, it would be possible for slavery to go.

Now if this is successful, then it would mean that, that interdiction which was a part of the
Missouri Compromise would be waved aside and slavery would be given a new lease on life. For
it could invade territory that was being opened up. And then, at last, it could go anywhere,
Lincoln felt. And this, in his judgment, was a violation of the mind and the spirit and the will of
the Founding Fathers. For they took into account, says Lincoln, and the other men, about his
time, who felt the same way. They took into account the fact of slavery, but they thought that if
they could confine slavery to a certain area, and freeze it there, then if it had no, no way by
which it could expand, it would die on the vine.
Whether this was right, or wrong, was beside the point. But this is the way they felt. And
therefore, when Lincoln saw that this whole new territory would be opened up, and that slavery
would move out now, and begin to grow, and develop, and finally become the universal in
America, he said, I was shaken to my roots as I have never been shaken before. And I knew that
I would have to put all of the weight of my mind, and my resources, and my experience, on the
side of the meaning of freedom under the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, and
I could not, any longer, afford the luxury of merely withdrawing from the fray and being a
practitioner of the law at the bar.

And so, we find him now, snatched up by what seemed to him, rightly or wrongly, to have been
the movement of the hand of destiny interpreted by this man who was not a churchman, as the
act of the will of God on his life, that sent him out now to engage in the fray to put-- to do
everything that he could to save the Union, which to him meant, to save freedom not only for
America, but for all the world. And when he stepped out in to these debates with Douglas, with
this basic commitment becoming now the hard core of his purpose, and feeling that in so doing,
he was no longer Abe Lincoln, but he was the living instrument in the hands of him who
controlled the destiny of America, and who controlled the freedom of all peoples in the world.
When this happened, a dam broke in his spirit and in his life. And what was dead pros, a kind of
homespun, wooden pros, becomes now, shot through with the kind of glory that makes his words
carry the majesty of prayer.
Listen to the words.

"Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth, upon this continent, a new nation,
conceived in Liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal. Now we are
engaged in a great civil war, testing whether that nation, or any nation so conceived, and so
dedicated, can long endure. We are met on a great battle field of that war. We have come to

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dedicate a portion of that field, as a final resting place for those who here gave their lives, that,
that nation might live. It is altogether fitting and proper that we should do this.

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But, in a larger sense, we cannot dedicate, we cannot consecrate, we cannot hallow this ground.
The brave men, living and dead, who struggled here have consecrated it far above our powers to
add or detract. The world will little note, or long remember what we say here, but it can never
forget what they did here.

It is for us, the living, rather, to be dedicated here to the unfinished work which they who fought
here, have thus, so far, so nobly advanced. It is rather for us to be here dedicated to the great task
remaining before us that from these honored dead we take increased devotion to that cause for
which they gave the last full measure of devotion that we here highly resolve that these dead
shall not have died in vain, that this nation, under God, shall have a new birth of freedom and
that government of the people, by the people, and for the people, shall not perish from the earth."
And then, at a later time, on the occasion of his second inaugural, fellow countrymen at the
second appearing to take the oath of the presidential office, there is less occasion for an extended
address than there was at first. Then a statement, somewhat in detail of a cause to be pursued,
seemed fitting and proper. Now, at the expiration of four years, during which public declarations
have been constantly called forth on every point and phase of the great contest which still
absorbs attention and grosses the energies of the nation, little that is new could be presented.

The progress of our arms, upon which all else chiefly depends, is as well known to the public as
to myself. And it is, I trust, reasonably satisfactory and encouraging to all with high hopes for the
future. No prediction in regard to it, is ventured.
On the occasion corresponding to this four years ago, all thoughts were anxiously directed to an
impending civil war. All dreaded it. All thought to avoid it. While the inaugural address was
being delivered from this place, devoted altogether to saving the union without war, insurgent
agents were in the cities seeking to destroy it without war. Seeking to dissolve the Union and
divide effects by negotiation. Both parties deprecated war. But one of them would make war
rather than let the nation survive. And the other would accept war rather than let it perish. And
the war came.
One eighth of the whole population were colored slaves. Not distributed generally over the
Union, but localized in the southern part of it. These slaves constituted a peculiar and powerful
interest. All knew that this interest was somehow the cause of the war. To strengthen, to
perpetuate, and extend this interest, was the object for which the insurgents would rend the
Union even by war, while the government claimed no right to do more than to restrict the
territorial enlargement of it.

Neither party expected for the war the magnitude of the duration which it has already
maintained. Neither anticipated that the cause of the conflict might cease with, or even before,
the conflict itself should cease. Each looked for an easier triumph and a result less fundamental
and astounding. Both read the same Bible, and prayed to the same God. And each invokes his aid
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It may seem strange that any man should dare to ask a just God's assistance in wringing their
bread from the sweat of other men's faces, but let us judge not that we do not judged. The prayers
of both could not be answered. That of neither has been answered fully.

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The Almighty has his own purposes. Woe unto the world because of offenses, for it must needs
be that offenses come. But woe to that man by whom the offense cometh. If we shall suppose
that American slavery is one of those offenses, which in the Providence of God, must needs
come. But which having continued through his appointed time, he now wields to remove. And
that he gives to both North and South this terrible war as the war due to those by whom the
offense came.

Shall we design, there in, any departure from those divine attributes which the believers that are
living, God always ascribed to him? Fondly, do we hope. Fervently, do we pray that this mighty
scourge of war may speedily pass away. Yet if God wills that it continue until all the wealth
piled by the bondsman's 250 years of unrequited toil shall be sunk, and every drop of blood
drawn from the last shall be paid by another, drawn from the sword, as was said 3,000 years ago,
so still it must be said, the judgments of the law are true and righteous altogether.
With malice toward none, with charity for all, with firmness in the right, as God gives us to see
the right, let us strive on to finish the work we are in. To bind up the nation's wounds, to care for
him who shall have borne the battle, and for his widow, and his offer. To do all which may
achieve and cherish a just and lasting peace among ourselves and with all nations.

Our hearts are deeply stirred, and our mind refreshed by this witness of the movement of Thy
spirit in the heart of a man, Thy Father. Grant that in the way that we take, we shall do no
violence to that spirit. That is the things that we control, and in the things that control us, we may
be able to bring joy to Thy heart. And praise to Thy name that the time may never come when
Thou shalt be ashamed of us, oh, living Father of Thy living children.
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As we sit together in the quietness, each of us is involved in the great private intimacy of his own
experiences. Experiences that are fresh in our minds because they are still present in our lives.
And there are those moments when we have wrestled with some great weakness and have failed
in our effort in its conquest. But we have not given up. And we gather strength in this moment of
love that we may pick up the struggle again when this hour is over.
Those experiences in which we have been disciplined, encouraged, we have watched our own
fears mount and measure us, and move in to rule and dominate our days. And out of the depths
of our own spirit, some new dimension of strength has come.

And we have not been defeated the courage that is born in us as we have lived with loved ones
whose burdens and whose wearinesses have overtaken them in the journey. And we would help,
but do not know how. Would say the right word, but do not know what. And we have sat in the
silence with them until between us and them has been born a new dimension of communication
and strength so that we are deeply satisfied, and the load is eased.

Those experiences that are ours because these times are ours-- times of great violences, times of
great confusions and disorders in our own land and in the world. And we do not know how to
relate to these things in any way that will give a witness to our private concerns and our personal
desires. And we live in the midst of these things, trusting and hoping that the time will come
when we will find the place at which we may register our resources, our mind, our disciplines,
our spirits to the end that where there is chaos, there will be peace. Where there is disorder, there
will be order. Where there is bitterness and hatred, there will be love.
And thus, our Father, we offer the raw materials of our living on Thy altar in this moment of
waiting in Thy presence. Brood over the stuff of life that we share with Thee until it becomes
fully responsive to Thy will, and our private thoughts, and our private hopes, and our private
desires may be illumined and enlarged, and become one with Thy great hopes and Thy great
desires for Thy children. This is somewhat the way we feel, our Father, as we wait in Thy
presence. Accept these stirrings as our living sacrament to Thee, our Father.

God does not release us from the battle, but He shares the fate. He does not set us free from the
possibility of pain and tears, but He feels the hate of our wounds, the salt bitterness of our
sorrow. He spends Himself not only with us, but for us, and in the travail of redemptive passion,
anticipates the victories of the spirit.

We are never to forget that we are all so tied up in one bundle that peace and reconciliations in
which others are not involved are quite impossible. The note of service must be deepened, and in
our care for those who lie wounded or broken along the road, we shall forget our own wounds
and our own wearinesses. So conceived, so reinforced, life is never impossible, but does indeed
become an adventure whose greatness is its own best justification, and whose difficulties may
become-- for the faithful and the discerning-- but stares of assent to radiant and to triumphant
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We are continuing our thinking together about the moment of crisis, the simple definition upon
which we are operating in our thought. Is this that crisis for the individual, is the experience
through which he passes when he is aware that his life is the battleground between two forces,
one moving ahead into the unexplored, the untried, the unknown, the other, pulling back to
establish anew the status quo to hold that which has been gained from the past and conserve it,
and freeze it. The crisis is resolved, and the individual says yes to one or to the other.
There is something very awesome about the living of one's individual life, because there is a
sense in which the things that you do or that I do seem to be the result of choices which we
make. Deeds seem to spring from the movement of the individual mind, and decision, and desire,
so that the measure of responsibility for the individual act, for the integrity of the act, is
boundless and absolute. That's on the one hand.
On the other, the private life of the individual seems-- whether he realizes that or not-- to be that
individual's response to some movement, some social force, some concept which did not arise in
his own mind or in his own experience, but is a part of the climate in which he lives, a part of the
great apparently-impersonal ends towards which all life moves. There is a sense in which the
individual's life seems to be manipulated as if he was some puppet. Another sense in which your
life and my life seems to be independent, and indigenous, and free.
We see this illustrated-- and I will the point, if you're patient. We see this illustrated when we
watch a Greek play, for instance. The characters who are acting on the stage seem to be making
their own decisions. They act that way. They seem to be responsible. Involved in ends which
they foresee, and sometimes which they anticipate.
But those who look at the play also see that above the stage-- in a sense-- the gods are at work.
And the gods are really pulling the string. Agamemnon thinks that he decided this, but the gods
pull the string and Agamemnon moved as if he moved himself.
Now, this is the background for our thinking together about the application of this principle of
crisis, and in the life of the great unknown prophet of the exile. He is known in some circles,
technically, as Deutero-Isaiah, the second Isaiah.

The Jewish community had been taken into captivity by Nebuchadnezzar. Only a handful of
people were left. Jerusalem was destroyed. There was a prophet down there in Babylon, Ezekiel,
who wrestled with the problem, can Jehovah be with us when we are no longer in Jehovah's
territory?
And he comes forward with the great insight that God is not local. That God is not Earth-bound.
And the logic of that, of course, is that God is not national.
What a hard time the human race has had with this. God is a Protestant. He's a Catholic. He's a
Hindu. Well, that's an aside. Now to go on.

There came a change in the situation there because Nebuchadnezzar died and someone else came
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with captive peoples, for Nebuchadnezzar had kept the Jewish king in jail 37 years. And the new
king said, perhaps if I can grant more freedom to the people who are captured, then they will
have the kinds of stakes in the established order that will generate a dimension of loyalty and
dependability. So he let Jehociachin come out of prison and invited him to be a guest in the
palace.

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Now, the unknown prophet of the exile was watching all of this at a distance, for he-- remember- was in Jerusalem, in Judah. He wasn't down there, but he could watch it all. And he began to
brood over his destiny, and the meaning of life, and the meaning of Israel.
And he saw that when the change in the historical circumstances had opened up a way by which
the fulfillment of one of the mighty acts of God could be realized-- namely that this separate and
special community with whom God had the covenant, this community, because it had an insight
into the true meaning of God, would be saddled with the responsibility to become the tutors of
mankind, to give to them, growing out of their own experience, the benefit of the knowledge of
the true God. This was their role. This was their responsibility as one of the mighty acts of God.

So what happens to this dream, you see, when there is no central place of worship? Jerusalem is
gone, and you can't teach if you don't have some sort of center. So that when he saw that it
looked as if the king was going to let the people free, then he was sure that the movement of the
spirit of God in the people would make them respond to the announcement that now is your
opportunity to come home. Come back to Jerusalem, away from all of these places where you
have been scattered, and rebuild the city, and establish a central place of worship out from which
you may go as evangelists all over the world teaching about the true God. He could hardly wait
for the great tidal wave to come.
And what happens? You can guess if you don't know. They didn't do it. They were comfortable
in Babylon and these other places. They had made the adjustment to the culture. They had found
a way of living and thinking in the community. And this meant uprooting themselves and going
back to Jerusalem.

And the prophet had felt that the hand of God was at work in the scattering of the people
because, you see, if they are to become the teachers of the gentiles, if they are to become the
teachers of all of the peoples of the Earth, then it is important that they know something about
the habits of psychology, something about the way in which the different peoples of the world
think and feel so that there would be an orientation to their minds, and from within the
framework of that orientation, you would know where the growing edge is in their minds. And
you could apply, then, the exposure of the wisdom and the insight of the true God to this growing
edge. And this is the way the knowledge of God is to cover the Earth.
But it didn't happen. And the prophet, in his first great crisis, felt that perhaps he had been
mistaken. The ends that he had set up for Israel were just wishful thinking. That God was at
work, yes. And he thought God was at work in history when God inspired Cyrus to open the
way. And even though Cyrus was a pagan and didn't know anything about Jehovah, Jehovah can
use anybody. But it all collapsed.

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And then a new idea came into his mind as he sought to work his way out of the crisis. And this
is the idea. That the people, even within the Jewish community, there must be a sharp line drawn
between those who are responsive to the will of God and those who are not responsive to the will
of God. And up to this time, he was sure that to be born into the Jewish community meant, ipso
facto, I will be responsive to the will of God and to the purposes of God, and be sensitive to
God's ethical and moral will.
But now, a new principle emerges. No, the thing that makes the true Jew the true Jew is not
anything that is organic. It is not anything that is cultural. It is something that is spiritual. It is the
experience of the knowledge of the true God to which the individual responds. This is the thing
that makes him unique.

Therefore, the logic of it is, any man who responds in this way to the moral will becomes unique.
And the door is open now for the application of something brand new-- a great and creative
concept of universality. But this is far ahead.
When the prophet found that the people did not respond, and that he had to rethink the whole
thing, he was depressed. God had failed him and the world. Or he had misunderstood God. Or
that he himself was a victim of pride and arrogance to think that he-- just this little man-- would
be in a position to understand the great creative movement of the will of God in the world.
And brooding over this, looking at Israel, looking at the people, the handful of people who had
come back, how can God make teachers out of this miserable-looking group of people? Even
God can't perform a miracle like that.

And it was then that he made what perhaps is the greatest, or at least one of the greatest spiritual
discoveries that the mind of man has ever made. And what was it?

That if, in response to this shift on the political scene, all of the people had come pouring back to
Jerusalem to establish the temple and to set up the process for the evangelization of the world,
anybody who watched that could have said, God didn't do that. It was simply the response to the
dynamics of human history. It will require nothing creative to do this.

But if God can take people who are weak, who had very little to offer except their commitment,
if He could take them and let them become the creative tutors of mankind, if He could make
them so aware of the meaning of their mission in the world that they would take upon themselves
all of the suffering, and all of the brutality, and all of the sin and the wickedness and immorality
of mankind and absolve it as a part of their commitment to the moral ends of God, then they
would reveal that it is only through suffering, through identification with the most abject needs
of mankind that the spirit, the redemptive spirit of the living God can be operative and be
effective.
In other words, what he discovered was what the individual discovers here and there as he lives
along. There comes a time in your life, or my life, when the situations with which we have to do
are so overwhelming that we know that we cannot reduce them to any kind of manageable unit
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we can get a handle to manipulate it so that it will no longer be the force of destruction that
divides the mind and tortures the spirit.

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And then, in the midst of this, sometimes the individual makes the great discovery that the peace
that passes understanding is a peace that comes when the pain of life is not relieved. It is the
peace that comes shimmering on the crest of a wave of pain. It is the spear of frustration
transformed into a shaft of light. This is what the prophet found.
So he talks. He talks about the new role. And as I conclude this, let me read what he says,
because this is the--

He says, "Behold, my servant shall prosper. He shall be honored and greatly exalted, for his face
was marred more than any other, and his visage then the children of men, so shall the mighty
ones be startled at him.
Who would have believed it? And to whom was the Lord's arm revealed? For he grew up as a
slender shoot before us--" this is what the other nations of the world are saying as they look at
this little handful of people.

"--as a root out of the arid ground. He hath no form nor charm that we should notice him. No
beauty that we should admire him. He was despised and forsaken of men, a man of sorrows and
acquainted with pain. As one from whom men hide their faces, he was despised and we esteemed
him not.

Yet it was our woes that he bore, and our sorrows that he carried while we accounted him
punished, smitten of God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, bruised for
our iniquities. On him fell the testament that made us whole, and with his stripes were we healed.
All we like sheep have gone astray. We have turned away, each to his own way. And the Lord
hath laid on him the penalty, charged upon him the guilt of us all.

And then, this is his comfort. When his life shall make atonement for sin, he will see his seed
will prolong his days, and the Lord's purpose will prosper in his hands. He will see the fruit of
his mortal travail. In knowing himself true will he be satisfied. My servant will bring many to the
right, for he will carry their sins."
This is the heart-- it seems to me-- of the great dilemma. When the individual is no longer
involved in ends which to him are just private and personal ends, but when the ends that are
meaningful to him become ends that transcend his little life that have to do with the destiny of a
race, the destiny of a nation, the destiny of mankind, and he has to live as a private human being,
eating, sleeping, involved in all of the crud dimensions of ordinary living. And at the same time,
he may be aware that his life is a part of a movement, the ends of which extend far beyond the
length and breadth of his lifetime. And he has to try to give the kind of meaning to his little
experience that is sensed by him when he becomes one with what, to him, is the destiny of
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And when this happens to you, when this happens to you, then nothing that involves the human
race is alien to you. The weaknesses become your weaknesses. The sins become your sins. All of
the blind stupidity that wrecks the collective life or the individual life, this becomes yours. You
no longer are privileged to detach yourself from an increasing involvement in the collective
destiny of mankind.

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And this means, you see, that at one level of your life, you have a sense of emotional security.
Because emotional security simply means the experience of having your needs satisfied. As a
private person, you have this sense of emotional security.

Another dimension of your life, the degree to which you become involved, you sense some
ultimate meaning in life, and the need to experience the fulfillment of that. This cannot be bound
by any interval of time, so that one side of you leaps ahead and resolves the crisis created by
living into a time that is not yet.
Another side of you pulls back. I love my family. I love my little world. I love all the little
tranquilities that lull me into peace. I don't want to disturb this-- so the tension.

And that's why-- that's why it is always a terrible thing whenever the spirit of a man is exposed to
ends and movements and destinies that swing out beyond the length and breadth of his little life.
And it is so much easier to eat, sleep, work, love, die than to sense the winds that blow from
distant shores and know that the set of your sail must be there. There is a quality of suffering in
this that must be the constant persistent experience of the living God.
I don't know. Sometimes it seems to me that it's better not to see the light than to see it and then
try to be content with your little darkness. I don't know.
Walk beside us, our Father, and the way that we take, and grant unto our spirits the quality of
peace Thou dost deem we need and can abide, this day and forever and ever.
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There is a strange and wonderful delight in being unrecognized and anonymous in the midst of
the traffic of life because this seems to give to us a kind of freedom to live and function without
responsibility. If we are not known, there is no one to call us to task, no symbol of responsibility,
which we are under obligation to recognize. There is a strange satisfaction in the contemplation
of the freedom to do as one pleases with no one to hold the private judgment secure over the
private life.

And yet, as we sit here in the quietness, there is another kind of exhilaration that comes, the
awareness that we are a part of a company of seekers, that we are a part of an immediate
fellowship, that we are sharing in a collective destiny, which is ours because this moment is ours.
And beyond all this, there is this startling awareness that we are not anonymous, that we are not
unknown, that each of us is known. And for each beside his name, there is the life that he lives.
Whither shall I go from thy spirit? Whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into
heaven, thou art there. If I make my bed in hell, behold. Thou art there. Search me, O God, and
know my heart. My heart. Try me, me, and know my thoughts. And see if there be any wicked
way in me. And lead me in the way everlasting. Everlasting.

Seems almost jarring to introduce the spoken word after the quality of meaning and tremendum
that comes on the wings of this great hymn. We are especially happy this morning to welcome
the young people who are part of a youth group of the New York City Mission Society, the
Harlem branch. We hope that you will give them a very warm welcome to Coffee Hour.

As the oak tree cannot grow unless with each new ring it adds, its old bark cracks and splits, so
humanity cannot develop without the rupture of its old institutions and laws. And it has been
exactly because the bulk of humanity has never of necessity been able to distinguish between this
healthful, disruptive process and unhealthful decay and have sought to crush and annihilate the
particles causing it that the growth of humanity has been as slow as it has.
To suggest to the more rigorous extermination of all non-law submitting humans is simply to
suggest a slow suicide as far as human development is concerned. In all the ages, the multitude
has looked upon Barabbas as a less violent and dangerous disruptor of social law than the Christ.
Not this man, but Barabbas.

I'm continuing our thinking together about the moment of crisis, particularly as it developed in
the life of the great prophet to whose attention your minds were called last Sunday. I have more
to say about him today. I refer, of course, to the unknown prophet of the exile. Bear in mind the
working definition that crisis is that experience through which the individual passes when he is
caught between the pressures of two forces, one moving forward into that which is unexplored,
perhaps unknown, unguessed, unfathomed, and that which is known, is experienced, is the
climate of familiarity and at homeness. The crisis is resolved when the individual says yes to one
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At the end of the-- our discussion last Sunday, the prophet had resolved one aspect of his crisis
by arriving at the extraordinarily revolutionary notion that he should not be frustrated because
when the decree went forward making freedom possible for his community, and they were at
liberty to return to Jerusalem and re-establish the city and also the temples so that the worship of
God would have a center from which those Jews, who had become a part of the diaspora, would
be living evangels taking the message of the true God throughout the ends of the earth.
He should not be disillusioned and depressed because there had not been the mad rush, that God
had in mind something far more special and dramatic here, that there is a role that this
community must play. And this is the role of the suffering servant. They must identify
themselves with the sins and the blasphemies, the unrighteousnesses, the weaknesses, the
strengths of all mankind and gather up within the context of their own spiritual experience and
spiritual insight this great ache of the human race for fulfillment and meaning and redemption.

And the degree to which they were able to do this, they would be the living arm of the living
God redeeming mankind. It would come not today, not tomorrow. But it would come. And on
the wings of that eschatological hope, the prophet retires. It will not come to pass in his lifetime.
But he sees the travel of his soul and is satisfied. And then in his retirement, another kind of
crisis emerges.

He had sensed this, the implications of the idea of a concept that this nucleus of people would be
the redemptive force, moral force, in the world. He saw it. But the implications of it were not
very clear to him. And this is, of course, this is one of the things that happens about insight, isn't
it? You get a tremendous insight sometimes. But you work your way back through all of the
implications of it. The insight is a leak. It is an inspiration. It is rooted in fact. But the distance
between the facts and the reach of the insight has to be covered by a detailed step by relentless
step. And this is what the prophet had not done.

For if it be true that it is possible for Israel under the aegis of the will and the mind and the
purpose of God to be the organic redemption, the tool for the organic redemption of the human
race, then this says that there is a fundamental unity of mankind that makes all of the notions that
were part of the inheritance of this prophet that separated the Gentile from the Jew or the
Babylonian from the Jew, all notions of exclusiveness and separateness were now obliterated.
Because if humanity is to be redeemed by a nucleus of itself, then all humanity is one.
Now this was gnawing away at the back of his mind in his retirement. And then, he began
associating. Remember, he was a country boy, not a boy, country man. Sorry. He had the eyes of
a country gentleman. And they're very different from city eyes. But that's an aside again. But
they are different.

He began associating with these, some of these Babylonians. Now the Babylonians, that is, the
Jewish people who had gone down to Babylon. And they had some very interesting ideas that
they had learned the hard way. One of them was that God can't be a prisoner, even in the Holy
Land, that God moves. God broods. God is the creator not only of Israel, but God is the creator
of Egypt and Ethiopia and even Nebuchadnezzar. And that's saying a great deal. But he is so that

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God is as close as is the devoters, not in this place or that place merely, but God is as close as is
the trembling heart that turns to him.

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Now if this is true, if this be true, then the concepts of the moral superiority of any group is
completely obliterated. And all of this comes to the foreground when a eunuch, a eunuch, wanted
to join the community, wanted to join the religious community. And there were those purists, as
contrasted with those who, to use these classification, these words, because they lead us astray,
but as contrasted with those who are not purists, they took the position that this eunuch-- this
eunuch is-- can't belong.
And they were standing on good solid history. We don't know. We did not know then. We do not
know now what to do with marginal people, do we? We don't know how to handle this. In our
society, we work out various ways by which we hope to build a bridge between the marginal
people and the other people. So for instance, you take something like social settlement houses
and other wonderful institutions. But they are dedicated to the marginal. The people who are not
marginal belong to other kinds of clubs.
So the eunuch applied. And he couldn't-- they wouldn't let him in. And the prophet was so
touched by this, so enraged by this, that he came out of his retirement and uttered one of the
great pillars of religious insight and ethical wisdom that we have available in any of the literature
of the world. And I want to take a minute to read to you what he said because it is important. I
had it marked here. Now I can't find. Hope I brought the right book. Oh yes, here it is.
Now you're familiar with it. A part of it was read at our scripture lesson. Who everyone who
thirsts-- now listen to the implications of this. Think about it as if you were not reading it in the
Bible. And that frees your mind. Who everyone who thirsts, come ye to the waters. Anybody
who's thirsty, not a Babylonian, not a Jew, not an Egyptian, but anybody who is thirsty, who
everyone who thirsts come ye to the waters. Yea, come, he who has no money. Buy and eat
without money and without price both wine and milk. Incline your ear and come unto me. Hear
that your soul may live. And I will make an eternal compact with you, the favor assured to
David.

Let not the stranger say who has joined himself unto the Lord, separate indeed am I by the Lord
from his people. I am separated by the Lord from the Lord's people. Don't say that, stranger. Nor
be it said by the eunuch, behold, I am a withered tree and the strangers who join themselves unto
the Lord to do his bidding, to love the name of the Lord, and to prove themselves his servants, all
who keep the Sabbath, not profaning it, and who lay fast hold of my covenant, and I will bring
them.
Who? All who do these, whether they be eunuchs, male, female, whoever, will do these things, I
will bring them to my holy mountain and give them joy in my house of prayer. Their whole
bread offerings and sacrifices shall be offered for acceptance on my altar. For my house, a house
of prayer for all peoples, shall be called. Tis the word of the Lord God who gathereth the
scattered of Israel. Yea others, to Him will I assemble my own to be in gather.

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Now this position now created a very grave problem for the prophet, for it meant that he had to
take a position against those other prophets, those other devout believers, who insisted on the
utter exclusiveness, cultural exclusiveness, religious exclusiveness, of the Judites. And over
against that, the prophet said no. Whoever is thirsty and turns to God for drink, for my house is
the house of prayer for all peoples.

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This whole doctrine is very difficult. I am all-- I find that it is very hard for my own mind to deal
with what seems to be one of the central paradoxes in the whole religious experience as it
expresses itself in terms of the institution around which in that provides a climate in which the
religious experience may grow and flourish. And this is-- the paradox is very apt, very present,
very real. For you see, it is precisely at the point of the prayer to God, at the point of the worship
of God, in the place where the worship takes place. Let me put it that way.
It is precisely at that point that the barrier is raised. This is the thing that I find most difficult.
And I think this is the thing that the prophet finally is getting at. At the level of activities in the
community to be specific though, at the level of the administering the human need, all kinds of
social service, all kinds of things which have to do with thickening the secular relationships, the
worshipers of God can cooperate, can work together, can have fellowship at the secular level.

But in the house of God, in that great high moment when the human spirit is laid bare in its act of
worship before God, then in that act, only those who conform to this obvious, obvious-- I admit
it-- this is what the prophet is talking about. God is the God of life and all living things.
And even the distinction that was in the mind of the prophet that, with Israel as the Redeemer,
there would be a slight differential in the religious fellowship that Israel would always remain
the tutor, even after everybody else had come in, every knee had bowed before God, Israel would
still be the tutor. There was a holdover of this thing in his mind. And finally, even that had to be
obliterated in the presence of God and the work of the redemption of man.
God is the tutor. And he who worships God, in spirit and in truth, dare not set up categories by
which he may determine who has the right to worship God where. This is against life. And if it is
against life, I think it is against God. Who everyone that thirsts, come. Drink. The thirst, the
drinking, this is the culmination, not who you are, where you come from, what is your etiquette,
thirst, thirst, thirst, drink. That's the formula. That is the formula.

Leave us not alone now, Father, in the arrogance of our own mind. We offer to Thee feeble
stirrings of thought and concentration. We offer to Thee even our pride. Thou knoweth how deep
is the desire of the heart to give full, clear expression to Thy truth. Take what we have shared
together and sanctify it, o God, with Thy grace and with Thy so great understanding of the
depths of our need. Dismiss us with Thy spirit. And grant unto us Thy peace.
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